OK admittedly been terrible about posting despite best intentions. I was so stoked about the new, rambly direction I was going to push my blog toward and then just completely lost a few weeks while i try to juggle all these duties. Right now I have about 2 hours all to myself! The kids are at their father, gal pal who is staying with me has a function and my mom is sleeping. It's strange but i spend so much time i wishing i had more time , i ending up wasting my time.

There are about 5 million productive things i SHOULD be doing right now. Catching up some work and helping my bank account grow should be top priority. Just can't face the thought of actually concentrating! The house is pigsty, my room doesnt have a surface left for anything, and everybody has laundry that needs to be done. Plus theres all this admin that needs to get sorted out before my mom gets sicker. I am really starting to STRESS out majorly.

it's a really rainy, cold afternoon... and i'd actually just really like to flippen cuddle.

ok maybe i should try to do some work instead of rambling here LOL!